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Current Location: Beast's Castle
Current Mood: uncomfortableuncomfortable
Current Music: "Vanilla"--Gackt
20 August 2006 @ 10:26 pm
I. Hate. Axel.

If he instigates any more I think my scythe will taste his blood very soon.
Current Location: Beast's Castle
Current Mood: pissed offpissed off
Current Music: "If I Were You"--Hoobastank
19 July 2006 @ 07:46 pm
Because I'm not as stubborn as Axel, and I assure you I will never be as stubborn that man, I apologized to Saix.

Yes, apologizing after stabbing a man in the chest with a scythe is a bit...odd, but we both were stressed and irritated. I still feel guilty for what I did, but it will wash away soon.

Thank you, Saix, for accepting my apology.
Current Location: Merlin's House
Current Mood: guiltyguilty
Current Music: "Assassin"--by Muse
02 July 2006 @ 10:12 pm
I've finally lost my temper. And with somebody I never would've thought I would lose it with. Saix. And I thought I hated Axel. Everything has changed.

We got into an arguement about something I'd rather not talk about. But it ended with my scythe becoming soaked in red with his blood. I believe the berserker's unconcious now.

I hope he dies choking on his blood. It would be pleasant to watch.
Current Mood: indescribable
Current Music: Lust for Blood--Gackt
26 June 2006 @ 04:39 pm
Everything has come back to me. All of the memories I desired I aquired in the odd Luxord-double's game. Finally...
Current Location: Destiny Islands
Current Mood: satisfiedsatisfied
Current Music: The Noose--by A Perfect Circle
04 June 2006 @ 05:22 pm
Everything's happening, migraines are almost constant, and the urge to kill a certain pyromaniac red head is strong. At the moment, I am stuck on an island with the said pyromaniac, Axel, Saix, and a hyperactive ninja named Yuffie. The place I'm currently stuck on is called Destiny Islands, a calming place that resembles paradise compared to the scene I had just left. Three men in brown coats sent everybody in different doors, though, through the internet, I was able to understand only a small amount of what was going on in the other worlds. I also discovered who was the cause of my death...Axel. A traitor, I should say, that did not kill me with his own hands. This is what troubles me though...How did we all come back to life? I'm assuming all of the Organization XIII members were killed, then resurrected without memories.

Am I the only who doesn't remember the members of the Organization XIII, and who was involved in the past? It seems like it.
Current Location: Destiny Islands
Current Mood: stressedstressed
Current Music: "Hysteria"-by Muse
27 May 2006 @ 12:00 am
She gives me a head ache. This blonde woman who had tripped on her heel into the Old Mansion is another one of the familiar faces. Apparently, there's a group called Organization XIII that almost everybody I've met except for Namine was in. Now...how I came to know this was through a man named Axel. I find him QUITE annoying, almost everything about him though. Anyway, back to Larxene. She knows me, and apparently knew me in the past too. Though, my memories fail me. She seems the most familiar out of them all, which bothers me quite a bit. Well, she has a death glare and doesn't take a liking to Axel very much either. They are currently bickering, but hopefully the sudden distraction from a sudden door collapsing will stop them from getting into anything physical. It's annoying to put up with their arguing (though I still must admit that Larxene's death glare is amusing)and I have the feeling the woman will not hesitate to kill the annoying man with something rather sharp and violent.Though I'd like to do the same at times, I'd prefer to not have blood spilled everywhere, and who knows if that will trigger another very painful or unpleasant memory?

And the last thing that makes me feel at the highest point of frustration...I died. Or, shall I re-phrase that as: I had died. Now I'm alive, and I'm not sure I want to go through that feeling of dying again. The memories were almost like I was living them over again. No, no, I definitely don't want that feeling of dying again. I'll be sure to push that memory farther than most.

Though what I can't fill in is the large blanks. I can't seem to even remember Larxene, and she wasn't too thrilled about that. Well...for some reason I really do want to remember her the most. Is that a weird thing to think?
Current Location: Old Mansion
Current Mood: uncomfortableuncomfortable
Current Music: "Ego" by Darren Hayes
05 May 2006 @ 11:38 pm
These memory blanks are starting to become filled in now. Now these Heartless, shadow-like creaturea with large eyes and unpleasant claws, started attacking me, and the other 3 people. There's now a little blonde girl who also seems familiar. It's odd how all of the people that look familiar keep running into me. So then, I was chased by these Heartless, and then I've stumbled upon a spiky-haired boy with a weapon. A Keyblade to be exact. Another memory blank filled in, and I'm starting to get used to it. Wonderful. I've finally found safety in an old mansion place, where I've seen this man with...obnoxious crimson hair. Perhaps he'll be familiar too?
Current Location: Old Mansion
Current Mood: calmcalm
Current Music: "Cast It Out"-by 10 Years
25 April 2006 @ 06:33 pm
Questions seem to be piling up every second, and I can't help but feel irritated. It's intereseting, though, because it now seems that my memories are coming back to me...in absolutely no order at all. Random events that occur click with my memories unexpectedly. I've met these more than familiar people that are in the same dilemma. One of them looks to be a musician named Demyx who is more of a child than a man. I didn't think it was possible for anybody of an adult age to act like such a child. Moving on, I've also met this blond boy, Roxas. As I've said before, both of them look as if they're in the same dilemma, which doesn't answer many of my questions. What a pity. Memories come flooding back at random moments, an adult musician acts like a four-year-old, and now some Castle Oblivion.

I can't imagine what else will happen.
Current Location: Back Alley
Current Mood: irritatedirritated
Current Music: "Empty Spaces"- SR-71